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Echoes in the haze

I hope one day you'll smile at yourself.... That kind of a smile that comes from deep within an open heart , an excitement sigh of relief.. It's like watching a baby smile at you , take it's first step and say your name awkwardly heartwarming for the first time. One too many times you draw the line in the life bubble with great care circling so no pierce through. Hey I hope it gets better that you won't have to over share That you don't second guess if they do or don't care ..they do I promise You can take it very slow you don't have to rush into anything I ll definitely pick you up if you wanna go ... I know it gets better but some days it feels like hell , some nights it's ceiling watch ... You'll be on a plane hyperventilating and nobody will be able to tell ,, I will I promise , and one day when you ask me why? I won't tell you the whole story , just the parts that don't make me cry ... I can't certain things without crying, it's a common if you can't beat the fear do it scared but the heart whispers please.. it gets better but some days it the same ... I hope one day you'll believe me when I say you weren't to blame , believe me it wasn't your fault ..that guilt That you carry , you don't have to hold on to it , it isn't yours to burry , for a day which I hope is easier , for tomorrow which will come with time , for yesterday which was nothing but life's ever rotating faceless dime I don't just hope it gets better I hope it disappears that you'll feel safe with someone that you'll share all your fears the errational,the weird, the crazy that actually makes alot of sense . When you hold trauma in your body all your muscles seem to tense I hope there's a day when it feels like a massage When you are getting into your dream car , where there's a big garage , a big house , a big yard, a big life to live it's like Summer night walks by the river bare feet on the shore , a breather after it all with a sense of calm, sunset inclined it's a beautiful horizon when night meets stars.... I hope you you get back totality of all the love you give 10 fold 20 fold 50 fold today Mine , me That's all I ll ever need to know that it ll be okey.

Echoes in the haze

Echoes in the haze

I hope one day you'll smile at yourself.... That kind of a smile that comes from deep within an open heart , an excitement sigh of relief.. It's like watching a baby smile at you , take it's first step and say your name awkwardly heartwarming for the first time. One too many times you draw the line in the life bubble with great care circling so no pierce through. Hey I hope it gets better that you won't have to over share That you don't second guess if they do or don't care ..they do I promise You can take it very slow you don't have to rush into anything I ll definitely pick you up if you wanna go ... I know it gets better but some days it feels like hell , some nights it's ceiling watch ... You'll be on a plane hyperventilating and nobody will be able to tell ,, I will I promise , and one day when you ask me why? I won't tell you the whole story , just the parts that don't make me cry ... I can't certain things without crying, it's a common if you can't beat the fear do it scared but the heart whispers please.. it gets better but some days it the same ... I hope one day you'll believe me when I say you weren't to blame , believe me it wasn't your fault ..that guilt That you carry , you don't have to hold on to it , it isn't yours to burry , for a day which I hope is easier , for tomorrow which will come with time , for yesterday which was nothing but life's ever rotating faceless dime I don't just hope it gets better I hope it disappears that you'll feel safe with someone that you'll share all your fears the errational,the weird, the crazy that actually makes alot of sense . When you hold trauma in your body all your muscles seem to tense I hope there's a day when it feels like a massage When you are getting into your dream car , where there's a big garage , a big house , a big yard, a big life to live it's like Summer night walks by the river bare feet on the shore , a breather after it all with a sense of calm, sunset inclined it's a beautiful horizon when night meets stars.... I hope you you get back totality of all the love you give 10 fold 20 fold 50 fold today Mine , me That's all I ll ever need to know that it ll be okey.

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